Rapper and producer Sean “Diddy” Combs has faced multiple harrowing criminal charges.

According to actor Ojani Noa,Jennifer Lopez and Diddy’s former relationshipwas born of infidelity.

When I could, I would go to be with her.

Sean “Diddy” Combs wearing dark sunglasses and a thick chain

There, in that distance, in that separation, was where the cheating started."

As her first husband, Noa is one of the few people to have been romantically involved with J.

Lo before she made her leap into super stardom.

Jennifer Lopez poses with Sean “Diddy” Combs outside the 2000 Grammy Awards

I feel when she got what she wanted, I was no longer needed."

Although we may never definitively know if Diddy and J.

Lo’s divorce from Noa.

Although reportedly Diddy willingly broke J.

Lo’s trust by cheating, it appears he’s never completely put the singer out of his mind.

Lo and him holding hands in public.

Pining for an ex so many years later is a bit surprising, butDiddy’s J.

Lo postwas in especially poor taste considering her relationship status: she had recently reunited with Ben Affleck.