The “Sister Wives” patriarch also expressed simply, “I wanted to punish myself.”

“When I was young, I went to a church school.

It was something that was a part of my everyday life.

Kody Brown and Robyn Brown smiling on Sister Wives

I have been worrying like crazy about our kids not having that,” Robyn shared (viaE!

Something casual fans might not know about Kody’s relationship with Robynis that they met in church.

The reality star found it tough to accept the idea of a monogamous relationship more generally, too.

Kody Brown in deep conversation on Sister Wives

“I don’t know what to do with it.

It’s messing with my identity,” Robyn confessed (viaPeople).

“We’re probably doing the worst we’ve ever done in our marriage,” Robyn chimed in.

Robyn Brown looking concerned on Sister Wives

“It’s been tough.

It’s been tough between us.

He doesn’t know who to blame, himself or one of the other wives.

Kody Brown speaking to Robyn Brown on Sister Wives

He did not take kindly to the suggestion, and a nasty spat ensued.

Robyn proclaimed that she’d do anything to reconcile had she been in her husband’s shoes.

Kody, however, felt betrayed by his kids and didn’t want to face more rejection.

Robyn Brown and Kody Brown having an argument on Sister Wives

“They’re adults,” he told Robyn during a heated exchange (viaE!