Trigger warning: This article contains mentions of suicide and mental health difficulties.

Regardless God had it planned unfairly, but it’s only made me stronger as a man."

“He was 20.

Matt Rife smiling at the camera

It’s weird to think about.

I’m older than my dad ever was,” he said.

While it’s a tragic story, Rife thankfully still has his mother to rely on for support.

Baby Matt Rife being held by his dad

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I ended up with one of those for like, 16 years."

“Whenever it comes to my looks, what am I supposed to say?

Matt Rife pointing to the Laugh Factory sign

If I talk about it, I’m conceited, right?

I don’t feel like I’m a good-looking person, and nobody ever believes that.

I have so many insecurities about my physicality, it is insane,” he stated.

Matt Rife smiling

Rife received the go-ahead and was granted the life-changing opportunity to get paid to perform at May’s gig.

Later, the two went on tour together, allowing Rife to begin making money as a professional comedian.

He continued, “He was such a good mentor.

Matt Rife at charity benefit

Growing up without a dad, he was my father figure.

He taught me every single thing I know and gave his entire life for me.

In May 2023, Matt Rife performed astand-uproutine in which he expressed how he deals with negativity.

Matt Rife with his arm around his grandfather

“[Comedy is] sort of my coping mechanism.

“It’s the scariest thing I could possibly imagine anybody going through.

“I’m on the brink of being sick almost every day.

Matt Rife on a red carpet

Not in a cold kind of way, but just being run-down.

I don’t sleep.

I sleep probably three hours a night, maybe.

Matt Rife speaking on SiriusXM

Like, I just think about anything, it’s not even anxiety.”

“Both [healthy and unhealthy relationships] are equally time consuming.

What an absolute waste of energy, time, and emotion.”

Matt Rife posing with Jessica Lord

Matt Rife speaking into a microphone