To help combat her feelings, she began journaling.
But that came with its own guilt.
“I just would catastrophize everything,” she said.
I would get out of bed and I’d switch the light on three times.
She posted a stunning black-and-white photo and spoke about the grief she still felt in the caption.
“I absolutely worshiped her and I miss her every day,” Bonas told her followers.
“She taught me kindness, courage and how much strength there is in gentleness.
She was golden in every way.”
Gone too soon, but never forgotten.
I will carry her in my heart."
In November 2021, the actor and model spoke toThe Spectatorabout her relationship with Charlotte.
“[She] had a profound influence on my life.
A second mother, a friend, and someone who was always there,” she said.
“It slipped into our lives with no warning and ripped her away from us,” Bonas wrote.
Instead, she’s focused on remembering Charlotte the way she was.
“There will always be a relationship between the living and the dead.
“It’s very sad that they have decided to split.
News' insider told a different story.
They claimed things weren’t so amicable and Harry ended things.
She was constantly worrying about whether he was cheating,” they said.
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The star toldThe Timesin December 2022 that she struggled with fertility, both mentally and physically.
“I considered everything I ate and drank no sugar, gluten, alcohol, or caffeine.
I’d wake up at 3 a.m. worrying about my dairy intake.
I was tired and hungry,” she recalled.
After becoming a mom, Bonas regretted being so hard on herself and her body.
Bonas posted a photo of her The Times interview onInstagramthat month and thanked her fans in the caption.
Cooper-Key was 51 at the time of her death and had first been diagnosed with cancer two decades earlier.
That’s been quite scary,” Cooper-Key heartbreakingly shared.
Bonas paid further tribute to her late sister in a candid piece for The Sunday Times in November 2024.
I hold onto the memories and the many things she taught me.
She was simply the best."
